Confessions of a neglected husband

Sex and Lust are a thing of the past, a vague and distant memory. There are truly many frustrated housewives out there wanting their husbands or lovers to give them the loving they want or feel they deserve. This blog is a husbands point of view - the frustration that a male feels when the marriage is still together but of very little physical activity.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Single Handedly Going Blind

I have started to realise that due to my lack of sexual activity in the bedroom that I have become addicted to amateur porn. You know the type of porn - the shots of girlfriends and wifes, the kind of girls/women that are obtainable by the likes of me.

My favourite site is exgfpics.net, here you can find pics of ex's (der obvious!!) but they are real, ie no fake airbrushing or anything like that to the pics. I also like voyeurweb.com. So i guess you could say I like to view pics posted by others.

I have a tendency to view the 25-35 yr olds , I guess that if I was to view anyone older than that I would probably be admitting my age to myself (I am in my 30's), and I really don't want to be looking at anyone with saggy tits: I can do that at home!!

The porn obviously leads to masturbation too, well I guess if you ain't getting any at home you got at least get some relief. Right?!? Nothing like a good old wank.

Some of the images do remind me of what once was in my life - ie my wife, what she once looked like. It's funny, you don't realise what you had until it is gone. This includes a womans figure. Think about it, did you really notice at age 18 that your girlfriends tits were firm and perky? No, of course you didn't, and you don't notice your wife's tits are getting saggy until you compare them to an image of a 25yr olds tits online (or those of you reading this, who happen to be having an affair with a 25yr old - lucky bastards, you can do it in person).

Some times I think back to the women I have slept with or fondled and wonder what it would be like to have them again - or even see them naked again. I wonder if there would be the same degree of familiarity that we shared back then, if we were to see each other again.

When wegglywoo was online with her blog, I used to read that and enjoy. Her blog enabled me to re-live my 20's except this time thru a womans "eyes"- I know it sounds strange, but her experiences where similar to mine (except she of course is a woman, so hence my stupid statement). I still look for her online, but alas it appears that wegglywoo has disappeared into the obscurity of anonymity. Good on her. If you're reading this wegg, hope you are well and come back on line soon.